I should start off with a backstory because I feel like that would only make sense as to why I am asking the question in my title. When I was younger, like high school age younger, I had this dream about, let’s call him, John. It’s crazy how a dream from over 20 years ago can still be with me but it is. So anyway, in this dream I was in a crowd of people where John was in the middle. We, as in the people in my dream with me, we’re sort of standing around him in a circle while he did whatever he was doing at the time (that part, is hazy, but hey… 20 years…) and he reached his hand out to me. I remember he was wearing this gold ring on his hand that was reaching for me and when I reached back to touch his hand, a crazy explosion of light/electricity exploded from his hand. I woke up after that and I remember feeling like it meant something. I never dreamt of John again.
Until now.
For the past few days, I have been asking for a sign because recently, John started popping up in my thoughts again. I don’t know why but somebody I hadn’t thought about for 20+ years all of a sudden was at the forefront of my brain. I remembered past convos, memories, etc. and they flooded my thoughts. He then started popping up on social media as a recommended follow, etc. It has been driving me bonkers because it has been such a long time that it makes me frustrated that my brain just is like ‘hey remember all those old feelings? yea? Here you go!’ Anyway, it has gotten to the point where I needed answers. I 100% believe in the 5D stuff, so sorry if you don’t. So, I had asked my spirits for a sign. I said that if I am being crazy to show me a certain symbol and if I am not crazy and he is important somehow to show me another symbol.
I was on TikTok (shush, don’t judge me) and my FYP has been FULL of tarot card/oracle readings lately. I usually flip right through them because they all say the same thing. Literally, if you are trying to figure out your life, please don’t base it off of TikTok Tarot Readers. They will all say the same thing (you will find abundance, your crush wants you, etc.) and then have you “share, like and follow to claim!’. If it was a real reading, fate isn’t going to care if you share or follow somebody’s tarot reading. Anywho, as I was flipping I came across this one TikTok of this lady talking about fake tarot readers. As I said, I never watch, but I decided to watch this one. Anyway, she basically just said the above stuff so, like I always do, I read the comments and she had two video responses. I clicked the first one and right there in plain sight was the symbol I asked for my spirits to show me if I am not crazy and he was indeed important.
Now, if you know me, you know that I second guess everything. Everything. So, I thought maybe it was just a weird coincidence but then I saw another one! So I asked again for a sign because I am annoying like that, and I had a dream last night with John in it. It was one of those dreams where you wake up and aren’t sure if it was a dream or not. Have you had those dreams? Where you are asleep but also not? Like, you wake up mid dream and then go right back to sleep but your brain is still stuck in the dream. Basically, I dreamt that John posted something on Twitter and it had my first name in it and I heard ‘this is your sign!’ which to me means that somebody was like ‘STOP ASKING FOR A SIGN’. Alas, he didn’t actually post anything with my name so it was indeed a dream but dang it was so real. So, now my second-guessing self is all ‘maybe you were thinking about signs before going to bed so your brain conjured it up.’ I must drive my spirit guides absolutely bonkers. Honestly.